I was just reflecting on the last year, well, the last eleven and a half months. It’s been a year of decisions, choices and trust. It’s been about committing fully to who I am. It’s been about setting boundaries about what is and is not acceptable to me. It’s been about defining my life and redefining myself.
The last year has been about becoming comfortable in my own skin and able to speak up for the things in which I believe.
It has been a year of expansion, trusting and allowing. It’s been about trusting that the universe will light the way when I don’t know what the next steps are. It’s about allowing situations to play out the way they’re supposed to, without resistance. That’s hard, and I’m still working on it. Sometimes we swim against our own tides. We feel that we should be more than we are. We forget we are enough now. We forget we are perfect as we are.
I remember.
I have realized and learned that what we feel and express is our choice. I’ve watched someone I love dearly fight valiantly against a terminal illness. Sadly, it has taken that challenge to show me what is really important. At any moment, your time could be up. I don’t want to leave this earth digging my nails in and wishing I would have done more, or wishing I had been true to myself and my purpose. I am true to myself every day.
People are embracing me. The psychic closet transition hasn’t been as scary as I thought. The reading spots are booked consistently and I’m able to do what I love. I can offer people an alternative belief system and I can be of service to humanity, not to achieve fame or notoriety, but to offer help and hope to people who need it most. I can provide comfort, closure and clarity and live in line with my own life purpose at the same time. What a gift!
I’ve met new people, I’ve learned new things constantly. I’ve opened my mind. I’ve done my first psychic fair, I’ve run my first half marathon. I’m working four jobs which are all different, bringing variety, “busyness” and opportunities.
2016 has been good to me. My heart is full and I am grateful.